Tue Aug 25 08:46:48 2026

Getting into it

Whenever I set my sights on a goal and try to force myself to pick up whatever I need to get there, I somehow just end up getting bored instead of getting into it. That's when I notice that when I get genuinely hooked on something, I can stick with it pretty much all day. Which got me thinking; even when I'm genuinely into something, forcing myself to learn it just doesn't work out for me.

When I get into something, I would fill my day with things related to it. I'd just Google around, find some stuff to read or watch, and then maybe hoard some books and links. I take it slow and just enjoy the process. Yeah, It will take a while to properly grasp what I should do, but atleast It's not sucking my soul dry.

School makes learning to be painful, diggy's school article covers this a lot. Basically what they does is to mindrape you to believe that you need them. In the age of AI, school is obsolete. AI does your homework for you so why need school in the first place. You didn't learn anything and yet you still go there to get raped by retard with authority to value yourself. All of the things you studied back then didn't even stick within your brain, It's not because you are idiot but rather human nature itself.

School can make you less likely to question things and more likely to simply obey whoever holds authority. What you thought was a friend is more like another competitor who would beat you up when they get the chance. You will likely end up with feeling empty and thinking there's something missing in yourself.

The feeling of not good enough is a mind virus implemented by school and also by your parents. This constant judgment of whether you're good or bad from your peers is only gonna destroy your soul, leaving you hanging with nothing but an empty shell.

To get into something, first you'll need to recover from all that shit. Try to make peace with boredom, do things slowly, and don't force yourself. When you get past this, you can start tryin' all kinds of things and find what you click with.